Music

Music helps me escape from this wretched place, into a place of my own and there I live peacefully away from the pain, suffering and the emptiness creeps back inside, like a spider crawling on your flesh and i slowly start to sink into oblivion, no emotion, just emptiness, just numbness and my kingdom ever so slowly vanishes into an abyss of darkness.
                                                                                               -Am.B

Empty

I walk through the empty corridors and silence fills my ears. I look through the windows and an emptiness drains me down, I look straight ahead, not a soul to be seen in sight. An empty corridor of doors and doors alone. I look through a keyhole and see a lonely child, just sitting and weeping silently just an expressionless face of an angel with tears running down and creating a pool of blood. I turn to my left and i hear the cries and screams of people. I look through the windows and the sights i see shock me through the cores of my soul, I walk on my shaky legs and lean on the walls for support as soon as i lean i lose control and slide down, as i watch the loneliness and emptiness numb me from inside out.
               -Am.B

A Hidden Love.

He watches form the corner of his eye,

As she walks past, hiding and a little shy.

He hopes to catch her, laughing high,

Her eyes twinkling, like a star up in the sky.

A moment of stillness, rushes up his spine,

When she catches him staring

At her, with those glassy eyes.

She walks past him, her hair flowing,

He catches a glimpse of her face, glowing.

He looks at her, with such a loving site,

His heart misses a beat, when the girl looks behind.

She looks at him, one last time.

Then disappeared, up in the sky.

He looks up, with tears in his eyes.

He manages to smile, when he catches her laughing high.

             -Am.B

Beauty

And when the sky begins to fade, 

Do you see the birds fly away?

Can you see the sky as it begins to shade?

That golden yellow turning a purple grey.

And suddenly all i see is black and white,

Can you see the nights' eye blink?

Can you see the faces on the street?

A homeless man, with no food for days,

Some lonely girl, crying while going her way.

Will you feel the dirt beneath your feet?

Have you seen the flowers flowing in the breeze?

A woman admist  her jewelry,

A woman dancing like it's free.

Waiting for a long lost love,

Dancing to her new found love.

Not knowing what she might see,

Not knowing what she may seek.

A beautiful memory it seems,

Like happiness in a crowded street. 

             - Alina (Am.B)